"Well done, Tor. I couldn't have stood Halli for a
minute longer. All he can talk about is Jenna this and Jenna
that; and the longship he's got his eye on. He's been lecturing
me all afternoon on the benefits of a settled life: taking
a wife, earning enough money to buy a farm, putting a little
aside every day, not spending all my money -- all my money,
I ask you -- on drink and women!"
"Only to win the price of the land and the stock:
not for fun -- not like me."
"He's a prig, your big brother," Tor opined
briskly. "Wouldn't know a good time if it bit him.
Jenna Finnsen indeed. All flesh and fabric, that one. I'd
rather have one I could get my teeth into, a girl with a
bit of substance, a bit of imagination and a bit of muscle,
ready to wrap herself round you for an hour or two, then
just as happy to go her own way." He grinned wolfishly,
then shook his head. "Women: they're nothing but trouble
to men like you and me."
Fent regarded him askance. "Failed to win my sister's
favour, did you?"
"She's a minx: tooth and claw. But I do love a bit
of spirit in 'em."
"True enough." Fent chuckled. "Nomad quarter?"
"Let's go get horribly, uproariously drunk, and find
ourselves a couple of Footloose whores to tup stupid!"
*
Saro Vingo slipped away from the family pavilion as soon
as he could. He'd had about as much as he could take of
his brother going on and on about his prospective bride.
"Once I've got that one locked away, she won't be able
to stand up for a month," Tanto kept saying. "Did
you see that mouth? She can't wait, and no mistake."
It made him ashamed to be a Vingo; to be Istrian even. Or
perhaps this was what it was to be a man.
He walked through the fairground with his head down, avoiding
the eye of all those he passed. Was this how all men talked
about their wives? Surely his father had never spoken of
their mother so? Illustria, so tall and serene, her mouth
painted in restrained plums and violets, who talked so softly
that everyone present in the room fell silent to hear her
speak; had Fabel once called her a whore and boasted to
others of what he'd liked to do to her?
Saro felt himself flush, implicated by his gender in even
the potential for her debasement, and knew he was little
better himself. The pictures he'd had in his head ever since
seeing that barbarian girl on the Rock...
His money-pouch chinked as he strode along, prompting
a thought: he would buy his mother a gift, something foreign,
unusual, something no one else would think to bring home.
With new purpose in his step, he headed for the nomad quarter.
The sun had just begun its long slow dip towards the sea
before he reached the first stalls, bathing everything in
an indeterminate, chancy light. It was strange, and a little
thrilling, to be wandering the fairground -- especially
this part of the fairground -- on his own. Little tremors
of anticipation ran up and down his spine. Who knew what
sort of adventure he might encounter, what bizarre folk
he might encounter?
He threaded his way between innumerable stalls offering
trinkets and fabulously-patterned fabrics, exotic-smelling
foods and flasks of drink. Around one stall specialising
in variously flavoured araques a large group of young men
had gathered rowdily, drinking the samples and shouting
down the distressed stallholder, a wizened old man without
a tooth in his head. Saro walked quickly by.
He bought a spiced pastry and stopped for a while at a
puppet theatre. On a gaudily-painted stage in a striped
fabric booth which hid the puppeteers, three grotesque mannequins
clacked up and down on sticks. They had long, thin fingers
and pointed noses; spidery limbs and gilded clothes. He
had no idea who the figures represented; and when the fourth
character made an entrance: a smaller figure in a white
robe whom the audience cheered as if he was the hero, he
was still none the wiser. The small white-clad puppet led
the three larger ones on a journey towards a board of painted
mountains and into a dark hole in the backcloth. Then it
clapped its wooden hands together and a great puff of green
smoke engulfed the stage, much to the delight of the on-lookers.
When the smoke cleared, the three larger figures had vanished,
leaving only the white one, with a tiny wooden cat at its
feet, and everyone started to applaud. Saro found himself
doing the same, since it seemed only polite.
A small dark-haired girl with a silver ring through her
nose and another through her right eyebrow came scooting
out from behind the screen and bowed, then with a flourish
produced a large leather bag, which she held out before
her. Folk started to throw coins into the bag, then to drift
away. Saro was one of the last to leave. When the girl came
to him, she placed her palms together and bowed to him.
"Rajeesh, mina Istrianni," she said.
He made a clumsy copy of the bow and repeated the odd
greeting, which for some reason made her laugh. Then he
asked her, slowly and carefully in the Old Tongue, what
it was he had just seen.
"Rahay and the Wizards!" she said in surprise.
"Don't you know anything?"
He grimaced. "Apparently not. I arrived late to the
performance and missed all but the last scene."
"Come with me while I get the stall ready for tonight's
performance and I'll tell you the story, if you'd like."
"I would love it."
She disappeared into the booth and began to sweep the
dust from the explosion off the stage with her hands, then
with a grin turned the palms up towards him. They were bright
green. "You want to smell some magic?"
Saro laughed. "Magic? That's just green dust!"
"Maybe now it is: but in the play..." She held
her hand out to him and he took it briefly in his own. Her
fingers were tiny, like a child's. The dust smelled acrid
and pungent and entirely unfamiliar to him: the smell of
another country, another world.
In a singsong voice, she began her tale:
Rahay, he was King of the West
Keeper of peace, maker of gold
Of all kings the wisest and best
His folk lived well till they were old
Word of the West spread far and wide
Till wizards heard tell of the gold
On their great ship they caught the tide
Planning to steal all they could hold
To his court they came from the sea
(Their ship lay broken on the rocks)
King Rahay smiled, a shrewd man, he:
Wise as an owl, wily as a fox
"To stay here in my land of gold
Just grant me three wishes, I pray."
The wizards laughed, for they were bold
And knew their promise they'd betray.
So King Rahay asked for the skill
To move rock, call fire from the sky
"That's two," they said. "You have one
still."
Then the king's cat came walking by.
"Fill my cat with your magic charms,"
Was the third wish of the good king
And he placed the cat into their arms
"It is done," they said, "this strange
thing."
For three days the wizards ran amok
They smoked, they drank, they defiled
They brought with them the worst of luck,
They killed a goat, a dog and a child.
The next day the king took them into the hills
Where caves of gold glittered and shone
And when they were in he called on his skills:
In an eyeblink the wizards were gone.
For he had called a thunderbolt down
To cleave the golden cave in two
And mountains moved across the ground
To cover the old caves with new.
Back at the court he stroked his cat
Till it gave up the spells to its lord
He used them to make his lands fat
And fine; and for this he was adored
Rahay, he was King of the West
Keeper of peace, maker of gold
Of all kings the wisest and best
His folk lived well till they were old."
She dusted her green-stained hands down her tunic. "The
Old Tongue doesn't rhyme where the original did I'm told,
but that's the version I was taught. And, to be properly
traditional, I ought to have accompanied it with a cither,
but mine's so out of tune at the moment, I think you'd thank
me for the lack!"
Saro dug in his pouch and withdrew a silver coin. "I
thank you anyway," he said, holding it out to her.
"I loved your tale."
She waved it away. "Don't insult me with your money:
this was not a paying performance -- I chose to tell you
the story. Regard it as my gift to you, at your first Allfair."
"How can you tell?"
He smiled at her and was delighted to see her smile back,
her dark eyes crinkling in that smooth tanned face. Her
very naked, female face. He felt a wave of shame rise up
in him for seeing it so, and bobbed his head to hide his
blush. When he raised it again, she was watching him intently.
"You stare at me as if you've never seen a woman's
face before."
Saro felt stupid. "Sorry, no," he stammered.
"It's just that where I come from women do not show
their faces. They wear a veil that leaves just their mouth
free to eat, and speak and--"
"You are Istrian."
He nodded, though it had not been a question.
"Your people have odd ways with women." She
laughed, picking up the puppets and untangling the rods
and strings where they had fallen at the end of the play.
"To hide them away so jealously. The men must be very
afraid." She handed one of the untangled puppets to
Saro, who took it cautiously. He turned it over. It was
beautifully made, he saw now: carved by a master's hand,
each feature, each digit delineated with exquisite care.
He moved one of the rods and saw how a limb jerked; saw
that with a skilful puppeteer's art, the fingers could be
made to move individually, so that the hand might beckon
or make a fist.
He thought about what she had said, turning the puppet
over and over. At last, he said: "It is said that the
power of Falla shines out of a woman's eyes. Perhaps we
are afraid of that power."
The girl laughed. "So you should be! Now, give me
that wizard before you rub all his gold off." She replaced
all four mannequins into a cleverly-made wooden box with
compartments to keep the rods and strings separate. "So,
what are you doing here with the Wanderers on your first
Fair, young sir?"
"I came to look for a gift for my mother."
"Good boy," she regarded him approvingly. "Women
like gifts. Did you have something in mind?"
Saro shook his head. "Some jewellery, maybe,"
he added lamely.
She clapped her hands. "I'll take you to my grandfather,
then. He specialises in moodstones -- set into necklaces
and bracelets, rings and brooches; or, even better, I think,
on their own, just to hold in your hand. Your mother will
be enchanted."
"But why are they called moodstones?"
"They change colour to match your mood."
Saro laughed. "How can a stone do that?"
The girl shrugged. "Ask my grandfather: he's the
expert."
"In stones?"
"No, silly: in moods."
*
The old nomad's stall was situated just behind the one
selling araque that Saro had passed earlier, but the crowd
had grown since then: both in size and in volubility. Young
Istrian men with their clean-shaven chins and elaborate
tunics rubbed shoulders with Northerners in leather and
braids, and while they appeared incongruous in one another's
company, it seemed that the universality of a shared drink
had bound them in great good cheer: one lad --who might
have been Ordono Qaran from Talsea, had an arm around a
young Eyran with white-blond hair and beard, and they were
singing an old drinking song, each in their own language,
but with more or less the same tune. Saro recognized others
he had met -- friends of his brother's a few years older
than himself; sparring partners and hunting companions --
Diaz Sestran, in a ridiculous silver and orange doublet,
and Leonic Bakran; and, oh Falla, there was Tanto himself,
stumbling, red-faced and bleary-eyed, upending the last
drops from a violet-coloured flask into his gullet.
Saro sighed and walked faster.
"Do you know them?" the girl asked curiously,
staring at their antics. One of the Istrians had picked
up an Eyran and was carrying him around on his shoulders.
The Eyran, all long red hair and wolfish grin, brandished
a wicked-looking knife.
"My brother, for one," Saro said through gritted
teeth.
"And you have no wish to join him?"
"None at all. I came here to avoid him."
The girl laughed. "He's enjoying himself far too
much to notice you. Come on."
Her grandfather's stall was festooned with chains and
glittering objects, all set with milky-looking stones polished
to a high gloss. The old man himself wore them on his hands,
in his ears, on bands around his arm. There was even a single
large moodstone in the middle of his forehead, suspended
from a thin silver circlet and looking for all the world
like a huge third eye. And while those on the stall were
a pale, cloudy white, those worn by the old man swum with
shades of soft sky-blue.
"Grandfather!"
"Guaya, my dear." The old man's black eyes were
small and round, as shiny as a robin's. He cocked his head
to look at her, then cocked it the other way to regard Saro,
as quick and intelligent as a little bird.
"This is my friend--?"
"Saro," Saro supplied quickly.
"My friend Saro wants something for his lady mother."
Saro smiled at the old man. She -- Guaya -- had called
him 'friend', and though she was a little foreign girl of
hardly more than twelve or thirteen, it made his heart feel
large and warm in his chest.
"Guaya--" he stumbled over the pronunciation:
in the nomad tongue it seemed to have too many syllables
to it "--Guaya said your stones can change colour to
match a person's emotions..."
Without a word, the old man picked out a pendant, a long,
pear-shaped stone suspended via a simple setting from a
fine silver chain. It was elegant and understated, and when
he touched it, the stone took on the cloudy blues like those
on his own hand. He held it out to Saro, and at once the
colours swirled and changed to ochre and mustard yellow.
"You are happy at the moment, though your happiness
underlies a deeper emotion: of anger, maybe or even fear."
Saro stared at him.
Guaya leaned forward and took the necklace from him, and
the ochres gave way almost immediately to a translucent
gold. The old man laughed. "She is a simple child,
my Guaya; and very serene."
"It's a lovely thing," Saro said softly. He
scanned the display, but the old man had been unerring in
his choice. "How much would you like for it?"
He was about to open his money-pouch and tip out the contents,
when there was a louder cry from the adjacent stall, followed
by a great crash and a lot of shouting.
*
"Something going on over there, Doc."
"Looks like a spot of trouble, Joz."
"Shall we wade in, Knobber?"
"Aye, may as well: always enjoy a bit of a ruck at
an Allfair."
"Never know who you might thump!"
"Coming, Mam?"
"Don't be stupid: we don't get paid for this sort
of thing."
"Suit yourself."
"I fancy hammering one of them Istrian louts right
in the chuds, I do."
"Best be careful, Dogo: they're a fair bit bigger
than you."
"Here we go down the slippery slope, slippery slope,
slippery slope..."
*
Lord Tycho Issian was passing through the fair, having
finally found temporary relief at the hands of a dusky woman
with shells threaded through her hair (though all the time
she worked upon him all he could think of were a pair of
pale hands and sea-green eyes), when he noticed a commotion
at one of the liquor stalls. A pair of young men were at
each other's throats; but luckily neither of them appeared
to be armed. The tall fair one drew his fist back and got
the Istrian youth a hard blow just under the ribs. When
the Istrian boy -- dressed in a strangely familiar bright
pink garb -- doubled up, the Eyran brought his knee up sharply
and his opponent crumpled to the ground, clutching his crotch
and whimpering. There was a moment of quiet, when it looked
as if the incident might just blow over; as if someone might
make a timely joke and everyone would return to their drinking,
but into this unnatural calm the blond lad shouted, "Take
that for your bitch goddess, you scum! Falla would spread
her legs before Sur and bless him for the opportunity!"
Tycho stopped still. The blood rushed to his face, then
drained again, leaving his usually walnut features as pale
as a northman's.
At the stall, all hell broke loose. Drinking partners
and companions in horseplay they might have been but a moment
before; but now they were Istrians and Eyrans to a man:
goddess-worshippers and followers of Sur: history and religion
separated them more surely than language, culture and learning:
enemies for more than a hundred generations, through the
rise and fall of dynasties, the destruction of cities, the
desecration of shrines, they now recalled with hot passion
the side to which they rightfully belonged, and laid about
them with swift and stunning violence. Grudges harboured
for two hundred years boiled swiftly to the surface: slights
recalled from family tellings round the fire; lost grandfathers
and wounded parents; fortunes sunk in war and debts owed
for ever.
The stall went over with a great crash, the little nomad
who owned it running like a cornered mouse this way and
that, desperately trying to avoid the raining blows. Then,
with a bellow, four men in weathered armour leapt into the
fray and began throwing punches in a haphazard fashion,
not seeming to care whether their targets were Eyran or
Istrian. For a while, it seemed as though their uninvited
intrusion might defuse the situation; but then a wild-haired
youth had his belt-knife out and there was suddenly blood
on the silver blade. An Istrian youth in an absurd silver
and orange costume fell to the ground with his hands clasped
to his abdomen. Sestran's younger son, Tycho realised with
a start.
His own hand went to the dagger at his belt, but even
as his fingers brushed the pommel, the fighting had surged
back and engulfed another stall. Two northern youths stumbled
backwards, pursued by four or five of the southerners. One
of the Eyrans was the tall red-haired lad who had wounded
the Sestran boy. He raised his knife hand -- a threat, it
seemed -- but two of the southerners fell upon him and wrenched
it away. A tall Istrian with short dark hair and a thick
nose yelled in triumph and went for the Eyran with his own
blade. The northerner tried for frantic evasion, but in
doing so, backed into the jewellery seller's stall, which
had partly been sheltering him.
*
"Saro!"
Guaya clutched his arm in terror, for suddenly there were
brawling men everywhere. There was a high, thin wail of
despair, and Saro whirled around just in time to see the
old man disappear from sight as his stall overturned in
a great flurry of boards and fabrics. Moodstones flew all
around, and where they touched human skin flared to deepest
crimson and wild purple, before falling, pale and cloudy
once more to the ground.
A pair of combatants came crashing towards them, their
faces contorted with hatred, their fists swinging wildly.
Saro grabbed Guaya and thrust her behind him. He could feel
how she trembled in his grasp, and then someone caught him
a savage blow on the temple and he was down on the ground,
with the black dust of the plain in his mouth and eyes,
and feet all around him, on top of him, kicking and stamping.
Where he had been struck, it felt as though his skull had
swelled to twice its normal size, and each beat of his blood
there felt like a tide. He tried to raise his head and felt
an appalling wave of nausea sweep through him. Someone kicked
him hard in the guts and he doubled up reflexively, retching
and heaving. With a tremendous effort, he managed to roll
under the remains of the moodstone seller's stall, only
to find himself face to face with the old man, whose blood
ran freely down his face from a rough gash on his forehead.
The moodstone there shone clear and limpid, a blue so pale
as to be almost white in the midst of so much crimson.
"Grandfather!"
Suddenly, Guaya was on the ground beside him, with blood
in her hair and her tunic half-ripped from her. Tears poured
down her nut-brown cheeks. She cradled the old man's head
on her lap. "He's badly hurt: we must get him away
from here."
Saro nodded dumbly: it was about as much as he could manage.
He closed his eyes and swallowed down the bile that rose
in his throat. Then he hauled himself upright, using one
of the stall's struts for support. The sight that met his
eyes was astonishing. It looked like a battleground: two
men lay writhing on the ground -- one was Diaz Sestran,
he realised with a chill of recognition; but the other was
a young Eyran with light brown hair and a braided beard.
Blood spurted from a deep wound in his thigh. All around
the two wounded men, a dozen or so youths were fighting
in earnest -- knives out, or with sticks in their hands
-- impromptu clubs taken from the broken stalls -- and the
air was heavy with bellows of rage and bloodlust.
He reached down and hauled the nomad to his feet. The
old man felt as insubstantial as a bird: all skin and clusters
of thin bones that felt as though they might snap like twigs
under his hand. Guaya ran around the other side of her grandfather,
wedging her shoulder under his armpit, and together they
began to drag him away.
They would have succeeded, had a small man in boiled leather
armour not cannoned into them as he tried to flee a tall
young Istrian in a bright pink tunic, who was coming after
him with his silver knife outstretched. The small man caught
Saro by the arm, swinging him round, so that the moodstone-seller
was wrenched from his grip and flung forward. There was
the sodden, crunching sound of an impact, followed by a
terrible wheezing cry, and by the time Saro had recovered
himself, he found Guaya, her face distorted by grief and
loathing, laying about his brother, Tanto, with her fists,
and the old man lying on the ground with the silver knife
buried to the hilt in his chest. Tanto was holding the child
away from him, his fingers splayed wide across her forehead,
a look of pure disgust on his face; then he pushed her savagely,
turned, placed his foot on the old man's chest, retrieved
his knife, and walked away. Saro, rooted to the spot, stared
after him in disbelief.
The small man Tanto had been chasing vanished into the
crowd.
With a terrible wail, Guaya fell, sobbing, across her
grandfather's prone body. The old man moved a hand slowly
to her face and cupped her cheek. His eyes were dull. Saro
knelt beside them, shocked into uselessness. Where Tanto
had withdrawn the dagger, bright red blood pumped inexorably
out of the wet hole, staining the nomad's white robe. Saro
watched it with something approaching fascination, then
slowly, instinctively, he pushed his hand against the gaping
wound, trying to stem the flow. It pushed up between his
fingers, fountains of it, thick and unstoppable. So much
blood. He could not imagine any body held so much blood,
let alone the body of such a frail, elderly man. He could
feel the quick, thin pulse of the heart beneath the heel
of his hand, fluttering away like a tiny bird in a cage.
He pressed down again, harder. As he did so, the old man
turned his head. His dark eyes bored into Saro's and the
nausea rose in him again; different this time, more like
dizziness or vertigo, and then the nomad placed his hand
over the one Saro held upon his chest and whispered something
in a language Saro could not understand, a language punctuated
with little pressures of air that in a stronger man might
have come out as whistling sounds: and then he died. Saro
could tell the exact moment the nomad's spirit passed from
him; not just by the way his eyes went unfocused and his
mouth fell open, as if in some expression of regret; but
when the moodstone on his forehead gave up all its colour,
falling away through the sheerest of pastel shades to an
eventual bleak and unmarked grey.
Saro felt his mind become a cool, clear pool of calm:
a glacier lake; a mountain tarn, untroubled by the movements
of men, its surface unbroken by the slightest ripple. All
around, there was a moment of the utmost quietude; and then
came a hubbub of sound. Out of the distant crowd rose the
high-pitched wail of a grieving woman; the shouts of men,
angry or horrified; the weeping of a child.
Saro lifted his head. Tanto was standing some distance
away, his eyes blank and unresponsive. Beside him was Lord
Tycho Issian, his hand on Tanto's shoulder: an approving
hand, it seemed to Saro then, in that moment of clarity,
rather than a restraining one. An old woman came running
towards him, arms outstretched, tears streaking the paint
on her face. She fell on her knees beside the dead man and
began to cover his face with kisses. Suddenly embarrassed
to be witness to such pain and intimacy, Saro stood up,
and the blood ran off him in streams. His hands dripped
with it.
He turned and started to walk away: away from the scene
of death, away from his brother and the curious onlookers;
but suddenly there was a hand upon his arm. As it gripped
him, he was engulfed by a hot wash of sorrow; sorrow, and
appallment: someone had killed her grandfather, needlessly,
wantonly, and then had walked away; he had died in front
of her, all the light going out of his eyes. Fear, such
fear: for now grandmother would break her heart, and who
would look after them both now, now that grandfather was
gone, dead and gone?
He blinked, shook his head. The hand fell away, and with
it went the chaos of emotion, leaving him feeling like a
fish cast up on a stormtide, weak and struggling for air
in an unfamiliar element. He looked down. Guaya, the child,
stood there before him, her eyes huge and brimming. She
held her hand out. In it sat the moodstone pendant that
Saro had chosen for his mother. In the child's palm the
stone had taken on the blue of a winter sky, streaked with
pale strands of purple, like the premonition of a sunset,
and he knew at once that it marked both her grief and her
fear; knew not from the stone, but from something inside
himself, something new and unasked for; something that had
entered him like an uninvited visitor.
"He said he wanted to give you a gift," she
said quietly. "I think he meant this."
Saro shook his head slowly. "No," he said. "Not
the necklace, that wasn't what he meant." He smiled,
and felt the tears come.
The child stared at him uncomprehending, then pushed the
pendant into his hand nevertheless, and ran away.